Sunday, April 10, 2011

The Day I Realized You Weren't The One

I knew your family, I knew your friends, I knew your faults, I knew your plans, I thought I knew the future for us, I thought I knew who I could trust, One day it was I love you, the next it was goodbye, I didn't quite know what to do, All I knew was to cry, For the person I wanted forever, for a closeness that couldn't be severed, for the love I knew always, for the monster you became. It was but yesterday I found out what our "love" was all about, I saw you weren't mine to love, but someone else's who's yet to come. I saw a future without you in it, and to be quite honest, it scared me for a minute. for in the back of my mind I always knew, your love for me was always true. But I'm no longer fooled by those day dreams, I'm longer thinking of weddings with daisies, I'm packing up my life, just this last time, in attempts to get you forever off my mind. I won't let you back in, like I did a few months ago, I won't let you ruin the life that I'm about to know, for my destiny is set and you're nowhere to be found, and when you come back, I won't be around. Please don't mistake me for bitter, for all I am is done. And don't mistake our love for fake, for all it is, is gone.